Please forget everything

This is what I beg of u:

I dont want u to compare me with anyone.

I dont want u make false expectations.

I dont desire a hopeless heart nor do I desire someone’s leftover.

I know u want me, I know u need me, but u carry a great burden upon ur soul, a remembrance of what used to be. That’s ur cross, ur enemy, MY enemy. Its ur misfortune n my obstacle. Its ur gloominess n my challenge. Your deep longing for what used to be mortifies me, slaughters me n makes my life a misery to me….

Alone again….

I’m walking alone, but u r with me in my mind…

I’m walking alone, now with a broken heart…

I’m walking alone in sadness…

I’m walking alone & my eyes are welling up…

I’m walking alone n I’m walking with ur memories…

I’m walking alone with my shattered dreams…

I’m walking alone n I’m lifeless….

They say love never walks alone, but U made me walk alone!!!! What’s stopping u from coming to me? 

One Love

Have been thinking abt this for too long. I know I dont have what it takes to tell u what I’m thinking… What I’m going thru…. I know ur answer though… N I’m dying from within..
U’ve ripped me of my words but I still manage to mumble a decent “Hello” wenever I meet u..
U’ve blindfolded me in all ways possible but I still manage to find u in me..
I want to hold ur empty hands, search for ur fingers, kiss ur eyelids n reach for ur heart n soul… Possible? Will u gimme that ONE CHANCE?

Am I…?

My nights are lonely n so are my days

 I feel so alone in so many ways

My hours are lonely n so are my years

I feel so alone that it brings tears

My life has become so lonely that i feel like reaching for a knife………….

It is u…

1. I hate the way you left me without giving a sign
2. I hate your smile coz it makes me give in
3. I hate ur arms coz I feel safe n cozy in them
4. I hate the way u gaze at me
5. I hate it when u make me feel beautiful
6. I hate to admit that u’ve made a mark in my heart
7. I hate to admit that I’m in love

I hate to admit that it is U…………