Im confused… Im hurt…. Im pained… I feel this need to pour my heart out in front of someone… But then again, I try n take the first step towards it n my chatterbox says “Whats the point? Cant u deal with this alone? Do u really have to waste ur friend’s time? Everyone goes thru shit in his/her life and u are no different. Deal with it on ur own without making a friend’s life miserable. ” Then I retreat. I cry.. I hurt myself all over again by choosing to suffer in silence.
Im still not able to learn tolerance from the intolerant… Patience from the impatient… Yet I feel grateful coz atleast I’ve learnt to distinguish between them….
Waiting to heal… Again